solitude

Am I the reason of my solitude?
Am I the reason of this loner life?
I push people away when they can define my thoughts and emotions.
It's not my fault, I don't like attention.
I would like to remain a mystery.
I would like people to wonder about me..
I want them to dance between my sentences and vibe with every word.
Yes, I want to remain more than a mystery.
I want to be a myth, something people talk about and dream about but can't really describe.
I'm the reason of my solitude..