fall

If you fall for me, you can't fall out.
I'll drive you more than crazy but at the end of the day you'll feel blessed.
If you fall for me be sure that you fall for the depth of my emotions and the substance of my mind. be sure that you didn't fall in lust with beautiful words made by a broken being. be sure that you didn't walk in front of love and fall inside the illusions of my sentences.
If you fall for me, It's a one-way ticket straight to my heart.
He fell for me and now I'm ready to invest in him

dear

I like being independent not so much of an investment. I’ve always loved to have a soul mate, I knew God would give him to me someday & I knew it’ll be worth the wait. It was all about me till I met you. All these feelings I just cant hide cant bear the pain when we are apart. We are opposites we tend to attract but we also retract, everything about us is different. Everything seems almost incompatible,yet I still yearn to see you. I still can't wait to say I love you to your face You’re my joy and my everything the heart to keep me alive….I love you
Believe me when I say this but its true

my mind

I think a lot, perhaps too much.
I tend to live inside my mind.
I walk between my thoughts, alone..
Those demons became my only friends.
After midnight they're my enemies.
They scream, cry and hurt my mind.
Tortured memories fly and hurt me like a knife on a fresh skin.
They think I'm too quiet but inside..
Inside of me there's a storm of scars.
I can't connect with my own vibe.
I think a lot, perhaps too much.
I tend to live inside my mind but..
If you were there to listen to me, I wouldn't think alone.

solitude

Am I the reason of my solitude?
Am I the reason of this loner life?
I push people away when they can define my thoughts and emotions.
It's not my fault, I don't like attention.
I would like to remain a mystery.
I would like people to wonder about me..
I want them to dance between my sentences and vibe with every word.
Yes, I want to remain more than a mystery.
I want to be a myth, something people talk about and dream about but can't really describe.
I'm the reason of my solitude..

Grey,rainy,cold

Grey, rainy, cold...
This day wants to be forgotten; wants to hide into the numbers of days of a last year. This day doesn't have a name.
Grey, rainy, cold...
How many days have shared the same epithets? Do they find each other in the past, stay together like a group of widows?
Grey, rainy, cold...
A day that has broken its first promise of light..
A day in shame.

thoughts

In the morning, it's still difficult to forget, to forgive, to regret; but then the day takes over and teaches us better.
In the morning, you still remember the secrets of the night before but then you wear your masks and you "live"
In the morning, you're still in pain because of your constant loneliness but then you meet strangers and feel temporary happiness.

tired

I'm tired of breathing the same air as you.
This energy contaminates my vibe.
I'm tired of speaking to a ghost.
Your presence is invisible.
I'm tired of wearing masks to hide myself.
I'm ashamed of my unseen scars.
I'm tired of being alone in my darkness.
I can't converse with humans.
I'm tired of walking for nothing.
My bones became too weak.
I lost you because of my mistakes.
I lost me because I tried to change.
You lost me because I'm not the same.
We lost us because we were too tortured